Vent

Context- broke up 3 weeks ago after 3 years. he completely blindsided me and although he was extremely anxious throughout the relationship it seems he is pushing his feelings away and acting avoidant.

We have a shared class together and this was our second time having it. He sat a few rows directly in front of me with his girl friend. Now get this he showed up wearing a sweater I bought him for christmas a few years ago. How fucked is that. Him and his girl friend just talked the whole class and it hurts so much that he knew i was behind them seeing him act completely fine.

I don't understand why he keeps trying to hurt me more and if its intentional and hes a fucking loser or if he is just an idiot.