To try help you all
Love is like a drug
When u love someone ur brain puts them in a special place in ur life. When they leave and u don’t have them anymore it’s like ur in rehab ur brain is adapting to not having them and it shocks ur body into feeling horrible but once that feeling is over. U see that u still love them and have the need to go back but u can fight it to stay away. And the truth is if u truly loved someone there never leaving ur mind and hart they were a big part in ur life and alway will be and there is no easy way to get over a break up the best thing you can do is give it space work on urself start building urself like going to the gym focusing on work. And u will see how they act that they were just a person the same as you