Am I wasting my time DMCA

Hi everyone, so I stupidly cammed briefly on streamate, I (stupidly) was unaware that your content (exclusives) get recorded and put on pirate porn sites as “marketing”. At first I was devastated and I’m not gonna lie suicidal!! I deleted my account straight away but clearly the damage was already done. Anyway the last 3 months I have been having the video removed via streamate support only for a couple of days to pass by and it is then re uploaded to another white label site. I’ve been using Rulta who have been brilliant at finding the leaks but they can only delist on google. My question is am I wasting my time and money?? Each time it happens my mental health takes a huge knock and it’s made me mentally and physically ill. I’ve cammed for 6 years on another site and never had an issue until I cammed on streamate. Has anyone managed to get their content fully removed? Or is this something I just have to let go and make peace with?