Does anyone else have any fictional children?

I do! I've never seen anyone else talk about this but having a child you can't ever physically touch or hold is so painful. My son is Wrath from Fullmetal Alchemist 03 (same source as my f/os!) and I love him so dearly and deeply I love him more than my f/os, One of my f/os has a cannon death I can watch and feel nothing but my son's cannon death in the conqueror of shamballa movie breaks me I genuinely cannot watch it without sobbing even if his death is bittersweet. From the first time I watched his source almost 7 years ago I connected with him so deeply. He's my boy and I'm his mama even if I'm only a couple years older than him that boy is my son 🥹 in his source he so deeply wants a mother and warmth he starts calling one of the another homunculus his mom (he is a bit delusional) and she goes along with it for manipulation purposes and it breaks my heart to watch. I just want to grab him and tell him I'm right here and he has my heart fully 🩷 I finally understand people who get jealous of dupes. I love seeing dupes of my f/os but if I saw someone else saying wrath was their son too that would upset me to my core </3 He's so protective and loyal to anyone who he sees as a motherly figure, some fans of his source think he's too much at times but too me he's perfect he's everything he's my baby. One of my favorite scenes of him he says this

“is that all being human means? That you can die? Then, why do I want to become one so bad.. WELL CAN'T YOU ANSWER ME YOU WERE HUMAN RIGHT? Mommy.. that's right..that's a reason to live, protecting her”

My heart </33 he isn't evil he was manipulated and under the impression that homunculus needed to be bad :(( no matter what anyone says he was never a villain he was a kid. He gets a lot of hate from his sources fandom and I can't stand it.. I wish he was seen the way I see him

Long ramble I apologize! And thank you to anyone who read it. But it would make me so happy to see anyone else with fictional children 🥺🩷