No heartbeat at 8 weeks

Today was supposed to be our graduation day from the clinic. Instead we went in and found out that there's no heartbeat and the fetus stopped developing about a week ago.

Everything started out great- I had three strong betas of 300, 900, and 1900 at 11, 13, and 15 days post transfer of an excellent euploid. Heartbeat of 120 at the 6 week scan and it measured right on track. We told our parents over Christmas, and felt, for a few short weeks, like we were finally going to be part of the club. I was counting down the days till the last PIO shot.

This is the first time in three years of trying that I was ever pregnant and I could barely believe it. I feel numb and also very sad.