Fet might be canceled because we did progesterone wrong

We were instructed to start at 1ml. We didn’t thoroughly read the instructions because each day increased by .5. So we’ve only been doing the 1ml. My transfer is tomorrow and they might cancel depending on what my blood looks like. I’m so sad and defeated. This would be my second canceled in a row. This first was because my lining wasn’t thick enough.

After two mmc naturally and now this, I just feel like giving up. The hormones are so hard on me and this process is so stressful.

I truly just feel depressed and like giving up forever. I’m only 31. I don’t understand why this is happening.

I don’t even know what my doctor wants my progesterone level to be, but he’s very strict.

Anyone have similar experiences?