Incredibly sad to stop living alone

I was just given notice by my landlord a couple of days ago and I am devastated. He has family moving in which I understand, but am nonetheless very upset. I've been living on my own for 1.5 years and it has been the only thing that has kept me sane and relatively happy. I am in an awful place financially, and the only reason I could live on my own was because this place was incredibly cheap ($1100 for 1 bed + den), and I always thought I'd stay here for as long as I could, probably die here, as I'll never be able to live alone again if I have to leave.

Well, here I am now, and it's true - I cannot afford to find my own place. And I am moving back in with my parents at the age of 31. I feel like utter shit and I have to unfollow this sub as it's just an awful reminder otherwise. I don't see a way out of living with my parents, and I don't see a way of ever living on my own again with the prices in Vancouver. I'm so sad. Thanks for listening to my vent lol.

Edit: Sorry everyone, didn't mean to sound like I'm not grateful. There are positives to moving in with my parents and I am incredibly grateful I have the opportunity to move back in with them and have somewhere safe to live! This was more of just a vent.. apologies.