Give two cents on my carrer choice.

I am 25f working as a newbie lawyer in nepal.The pay is shit and I don't want to live in Nepal anymore. My family is saying me to prepare for parastra loksewa but again I am also thinking what if I marry a guy who lives in US or any foreign country.But again I don't know a guy so I think it will be an arranged marriage. But again how do I come in terms with the fact that I will have an arranged marriage.I am oscillating between these things and I don't know what to do.I am stressed. Should I find a guy living in foreign and marry him and become a lawyer in a foreign country or should I just go with loksewa? Which will be better?Give your two cents.