the most lonely people are paranoid

So I was thinking to myself a couple of weeks ago and agreed with myself that the loneliest of people are those who are the most paranoid. Think about it. Depressed people are able to still form a connection if wanted. That connection would be like any other, they would just have a hard time keeping it and such. People with paranoid disorders don't have the same connection we can form. We can form "connections", but they will never be the same as others. I will always question their motive or if they are real. I will literally never have the comfort of trusting others. Everyone says trust is the ground for any relationship, then I'm screwed right?? We are the loneliest people, not because we can't make friends, but because we cant have that connection.

Ever since looking into my pd and learning that I have never trusted anyone and never will, everything felt empty. Not my depression kind of empty, but an empty sort of hopelessness. But I look at my friends and still appreciate them. No matter how delusional i get, they usually support me. Thats what matters right??