Needing advice

Im 27 i have a ez pro tattoo wireless machine i have fake skin i have ink, i can not draw at all im starting to learn im really bad but im willing to put the work in i dont have stencils or a stencil printer dont really have the money for that but what can i do to start tattooing i want to just tattoo im not really thinking about the money i just want to tattoo including tattooing myself & see if i can end up becoming good enough to tattoo my friends any advice would help an apprenticeship is out of the question as i work fulltime & need to keep my job thank you!