Fuck this life bro.

I am too damn scared to talk to my crush. I'm so fucking lonely. I have no real friends..I'm at my lowest again. Fucking hell I'm accepting this shit. Fuck everyone. They are such a bad influence. This indian society is so fucking annoying. It forces you to mingle with others , but looks down when you wanna mingle with a friend you like or a girl you love. I'm gonna be alone..but this time. Fuck it. I'm accepting it. My crush. I hope she finds someone better than me. Fucking hell life..everyone leaves me. I have to accept that. Someone help me with how to accept loneliness. I would much rather be alone than with fake people