Is This a Common Phenomenon among Us Autistics?

In school, I am often described as a well behaved, kind, obedient and disciplined person, however I have now realised this behavior has been shaped through traumatic past experiences, such as punishment, ridicule and marginalization.

I am not going to bother sugar-coating this because I am trying to be as realistic as possible, but despite that, I'm sorry for being negative, and I'll put a trigger warning on this post for y'all