Experiences of NOT being on birth control please.

Hi,

As title suggests, I don't want to be on birth control any more.

I was on the mini pill for 7 years. Came off it in August to have the mirena coil fitted. Lasted 7 weeks and had the coil out as it was causing me issues. Went back on the mini pill and have been on it for 3 and a half months.

Since being back on it, I'm noticing hair loss and my hair feels thin, my hair is greasy the same day I wash it and my chin is FULL of spots. Also my appetite is huge and I just want to eat everything. I also have ZERO sex drive.

I do suffer with health anxiety and anxiety in general and worried what stopping this hormone might do to me. I don't want to be on birth control any more. I'm feeling pretty fed up of being a woman right now... men have it so easy right?!

Any advice and your own experiences would be great.... thanks!