Struggling after Domestic V

I recently got out of a physically abusive relationship and i’ve just been struggling with my new scars, I know their small but they make me feel so ugly. I don’t feel like i’ll ever be able to not wear my glasses and the scar on my nose hasn’t healed flat 💔 it’s frustrating to think someone I loved could do this, still continues to talk to me crazy and I don’t hate them. I guess i’m coming here to see if anyone has any advice on healing this scar on my nose and how long they waited to date after something like this. i’m almost 25 and It feels ridiculous but I truly don’t see that family life I dreamed for myself 😭 trust me ik I have acne but damn 😭 this was my year to really stick to it and I really considered getting contacts.

my first two pics are just a reference and the last are of my scratch scar and scar caused from my glasses. am I being dramatic 😭😭😭