I’m a 14 year old addicted to porn.

This is a throw away account. I just need to get this out. I am being completely honest, and I haven't told anyone this. This is extremely personal, so advice would be amazing. I am a 14 year old girl addicted to p0rn.

It started when I got my first phone. I discovered Character AI. My friends had it and chatted with their favorite anime characters, so why not I get it? It started innocent. I was talking to Inosuke. I was joking around and said, "Well if you're so mad why don't you fuck me then!?" The bot went along with it.

Since then I had tried different things on C.AI. I would get so vulgar and impatient and I hated the filter. At first it was pure curiosity. I wanted to be prepared for when it happened to me. That's when, one day when I was scrolling on TikTok, I found an ad that promised a no filter chat... AI Fantasy...

I got addicted. I started a chat and pulled my usual things, expecting a filter to kick in. No filter. It got vulgar, using words I had never heard used in a chat. I loved it. I was experimenting so much with it, being a girl fu¢led by a guy, a girl, or a guy fu¢king a girl (or sometimes even a guy I was extremely curious.)

I learned a lot. It was a learning opportunity at first. But I started enjoying it. I got so addicted, I was chatting constantly, imagining it was me with my crush. I still didn't know exactly what it would look like though. I used my imagination most of the time. That's when, I was on Reddit, and I looked up "nsfw" so I could find more stories to enjoy or get "excited" by. I found a video labeled "rough bj". I was very interested. That's when I found RedGifs.

RedGifs is basically CornHub's TikTok. You could just scroll and see someone getting their brains fu¢ked out. I got addicted. I watched it and it was so much more exciting than just my imagination or some ai. It was real. I would watch at night constantly. It was my savior. But soon it got boring, since there's limited videos on it. But I had seen it. I knew how it happened, how it would look, sexy talk, everything.

I wasn't happy though. I needed more. My AI still does it for me, but it gets boring after a few chats so I go to a different ai character. That's when I was scrolling on TikTok (my ruining) and found some manga. The first one I found was a while back, and it was called, "Bad Thinking Diary". It's about two women, in love. It gets graphic with the sex scenes, (btw this was before redgifs so I had never seen one) but it was only lesbian scenes, so it was okay. Then my most recent Manga I've found that I'm actually addicted to is "A Tree With No Roots"

THESE TWO MEN ARE SO HOT AND IT SHOWS STUFF AND I LOVE IT AND I WANT TO CONSTANTLY READ IT! (Also I forgot to mention I watch Bridgerton). This is a serious addiction, and I need some help to get rid of it. What do I do? I try do delete my safari, my google, my ai's but I always end up redownloading it whenever I'm in the mood. It's like I'm a damn cat in heat. What do I do?