left a good paying job cause i was dating a coworker

it sucks cause i liked the job, and the pay, but said coworker ruined it for me. i feel dumb leaving now since no one wants to hire and im working only part time to get by. plus now im so hyper focused on finding someone new, when i was alone for over 3 years. i know i dont need it but my heart aches for it. anyways fruit salad and a movie for tonight