Looking back can’t believe how harsh my experience was as school as a highly sensitive person

My high school (boarding school) had a special color tie that those who made sports teams would wear. I was one of the only ones who didn’t have this tie during final year and had to wear the normal grey one for all assemblies while everyone else wore the special different colored one. I mean as if there wasn’t already enough reasons for me to feel like I didn’t belong there….

Had 0 friends and it was boarding school I attended there for TEN years. I used to sit alone for all lunches, breakfast and dinner. One time at breakfast I tried sitting with a group from Hong Kong but they spoke a different language together so I couldn’t understand what they were saying

I used to dream that a letter from hogwarts would arrive to take me away but it never did and I was forced to stay at the school 7 more years….