just need a rant. my house flooded today and i’m absolutely devastated

I’m not home to see the damage. but i was told things like my signed albums had gotten damaged. my room is a total mess and it’s all damaged. i dont know if my light sticks survived. but my signed ateez (2) albums got damaged. i’m really fucking upset. they weren’t cheap. and i don’t have money for more of them.. or any of that stuff in my room. i’m autistic and the last thing i gave a fuck about was literally my tv .. i only cared about my albums and that’s the one thing that got damaged and it’s not replaceable.