Need advice!

I’ve struggled with opiates for the past 18 or so years. Started with roxys and quickly moved to H then eventually fent. I’ve also had major issues with alcohol as well. My addiction issues have landed me in jail for multiple duis and many stints in rehab. I’m 37 with a college degree and sadly am working at a vape shop in Nashville making 14 bucks an hour. I’ve blown up all the opportunities I’ve had in life. A month ago we got a new product in called 7Zen. I’ve dabbled with Kratom many times and thought “oh I’ll give this a try” I researched it, but not extensively…Honestly I knew better, but my curious nature got the best of me. I ended up buying out all the 7 oh products at my shop and the shop across the street and then moved on to ordering from an online vendor. The little amount of money I do make—completely drained. I’m taking around 300-500 mgs a day. This has to end. I’ve taken suboxone on and off for many years. It saved my life on numerous occasions. Especially getting me clean from Tianeptine and Fent. I’ve been reading many threads on here, and there seems to be mixed reviews concerning subs and 7oh. If any of you have used an online doc, a response would be greatly appreciated. I’m worried about PWDs. Apparently with online docs it’s 99$ for an appointment to get suboxone. I don’t know if my insurance will cover the script either. I’ve done a fast taper with suboxone a couple of times with great success. I also have 13 100mg gabapentin pills left over from an old script and I have a bunch of naltrexone. But the naltrexone kinda scares me. Is there a way for me to do this comfortably without quitting my job? I have a girlfriend who is supportive be lives in a small apartment with her 6 yr old son (half the time) My roomate and best friend knows what’s going on but doesn’t understand what going through this is like and has a girlfriend (who I barely know) and a 6 yr daughter who stays with us half the week as well. I don’t have great options for CT and don’t want to loose my job. I’m getting close to running out of 7oh and am pretty low on funds. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. I posted on Reddit when I was quitting tianeptine and got alot of support. So I figured it would be worth a shot to reach out again.