Does anyone else here self-harm due to the shame of being an American?

Ever since Trump got elected, I've been doing this basically every night. Americans are the most hated people in the world right now, and America is the most embarrassing country in the world. I have a habit of reading posts by non-Americans (usually Europeans, Canadians, and Australians) talking about how awful we are while I cut myself. I think about how, if the people who made these comments knew I was cutting myself, they'd make fun of me for being a "melodramatic American" and that makes me cut even harder.

Why was I cursed to be an American. :(