What I got vs what I wanted

I asked for no spiderlily or butterfly on purpose, but otherwise I wanted the finished product to turn out the same. The artist claimed that the size he made the tattoo was the smallest that could be done. I know I should have said no at that point, but I'd feel bad for booking an appointment and then refusing last minute after I arrived (yes, I know I'm stupid and I won't do it again). He didn't shade or colour the tattoo even a little bit like the reference, there's blowouts after healing, and... yeah. so I've just been really disappointed and now I have to shell out around 2.5k for removal :')