well I think I’m out ☹️

Just wanted to vent before I go back to studying. pretty sure AF is about to arrive; my cervix is also lower and feels harder, which is another tell tale sign I’m about to start. I think the disappointment is underscored by the false hope I got a couple days ago thanks to a very convincing-looking dye blotch.

Truth be told, I will feel relieved once I get AF just so I can get it over with already. Still definitely disappointed, though. I would be a FTM so I think I’m really anxious about everyyhthing. I’m just gonna bury myself in biochemistry Anki to distract myself from it, lol.

Anyone else out for this cycle? How are y’all holding up? 💖