I hope this is the cycle.

This is my 9th cycle trying and my 2nd cycle using treatment. I really hope this is the one. I’m roughly 4 dpo I used letrozole and had a midcycle ultrasound where my fertility specialist saw an egg(s) ready so she administered the trigger shot. I can’t help but feel hopeless as if it was once again a waste of time and money. But so far I’ve been not thinking about it and trying to stay busy with day to day life and activities. I don’t want to think about it cuz I already am expecting nothing to come out of it. But could use some positive affirmations at this point. I’m not due to take a test until March 4th I believe so I got some time. I just don’t feel different I don’t feel like anything is changing but what do I know? 😓 ❤️‍🩹