it hurts even just to stay alive

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Sorry for the title.. I don't know if it's the new pills or what (I'm 2 weeks into Abilify/aripiprazole and the recent days have been much worse than the others) but this is what I feel.

I get anxious all the time (probably triggering my anxiety as well), I don't even feel comfortable when I'm trying to sleep. I have no idea what's going on or if it's temporary, but this is hell.. every muscle on my body hurts.

Making any sort of noise makes me think that I'm upsetting someone. I get even worried that my neighbors are upset at me and trying to get revenge on me because of the noise I make.

Is there anyone else specifically feeling like this? I think if I knew that someone else was experiencing exactly this as well could help me feel a little bit at ease. So, anyone else?

I think it could be said that I feel like I am traumatized about something.. Any advice?

Thank you so much in advance.